2009年11月29日 星期日

SHAME

i really feel shame to be a malaysian chinese...
haiz... since the day when i bcum a waitress...
then i only knew that almost 80% of malaysian chinese are so RUDE!

CASE1:
when ikumo serve the food on the table,
then the customer din say anything,
after that, we usually serve white rice then only with the folk n spoon...
at that moment, the white rice havent came out yet,
then the customer ask me to cum forward and yell at me:
"u din gv me these(folk n spoon),u ask me hw to eat?!!!"
y dun u say to me:
"can u gv me 2 pairs of folks n spoons?"

CASE2:
after few hours,
a 4 members family n a maid came in,
after they ordered,
the kid is about 6-7 years old,
he run 2 the place where near 2 the kitchen n take the folk n spoon for his parents...
then u guess what the parent said?
he said:
"y u so keipo?! is this ur job?! we gt pay! what for we pay to them?!"
yes, he is correct, they gt pay us,
bt then izit this the way u teach the children ?
teach them to becum a ppl who take money to press down other...
why dun he said:
" it is nt ur job my son, bt thanks anyway..."

CASE3:
at the night, i met another family of 5...
the parents also the same,
the otak-otak from my shop was finish,
then i ask them whether they could change it o nt,
then i recommended them the otak beancurd...
then the father seems like very impatient d...
after that, ikumo served the dishes 1st,
the parents ask:
"y the juices so big?
y the loh bak like fried 1st then only cut?
y the prawn with shell wan? y the dishes cum bt then hw abt the rice?"
ok well, can they jz wait for 5 sec?
the rice were jz after ikumo...
after that they keep on complain the prawn is nt fresh,
wan to change a new bowl...
n put the drinks at another table of 4, when another customer came,
they do like din see anything...
wth...and summore the child(6-7 years old)said:
"once i said the food is nt good, then its nt good!"
omg... do u think that u r a king?!
what did their parents teach them?

im nt the one who have racism,
bt the truth is like that...
indian n malay are more polite then the chinese in malaysian...
im a waitress who onli like to serve foreigners,malays and indians,
they really polite, they do...
malaysian chinese...SUCKS...





stand on others feet to have a good attitude...
its nt onli good for others,
but,also good for u too...
malaysian chinese...shame shame...
PS: i really proud that im Eurasian...
who feel uneasy aft read this, sry...

2009年11月23日 星期一

Only I Know

last sunday, was the 1st time
i laugh until so happy in my working place...
i dunno y, maybe i found sum joy in the work?
o maybe its end of the november n i will leave there soon?
now onli i found sumthing interesting n knw hw to live with joy...

all the waiters,bartenders and cook there ask me:
"ling, y u 2day look so happy?"
i dunno hw to ans, maybe i ate wrong medicine...
now onli i knw i have never ever smile in front of them...
perhaps they might think that im an iceberg...
smile was disappearing frm my face...

learn hw to live in suffer,
find sum joy in the suffer,
it make u feel better....

n that day, onli i knw that im really a kind person n nice person...
a customer from arab i think, he said to me:
" u r a nice girl, aren't u?"
i said thx to him... n after he paying the bill,
he said to me again:
"keep the change FOR U"
omg... i never serve a customer like this b4...
i dun dare to keep the change,
bt the cashier in my shop ask me 2 do so...
this is a respect...

n jz nw, onli i knw my ex schmate is lost!
omg... i feel so helpless..
i dunno hw to lend a hand although i knw who is she...
bt i dunno where is she...
maybe juz like juno said:
"maybe she follow her bf runaway gua..."
this make me feel better than she is get kidnap by the stranger...
hope that she is safe now... haiz...







meaning of friends...
Faithful to each other.............
Responsible to each other......
Integrity on each other..........
Everlasting relationship.........
Necessary in daily life.............
Delightful our life.....................
Special person in whole life....
did u know what F.R.I.E.N.D.S stand for now?


2009年11月16日 星期一

shall i believe?

sumtime dunno have to choose in believing it o nt...
it too mysterious!

last few weeks i think,
i accompany my mum 2 the guan yin temple n praying there...
then i went to "kao qim" at there too...
i asked that will i get the promotion to KL for training?
then aft i asking the "gai qim lou",
he said that aft 15th day of lunar month,
then u wil get the result., mostly u wil get what u want...

then yesterday was 15th day of lunar month,
actually i dun care abt that so much,
i jz feel like wanna go 2 klj, n ikumo asked me:
shall we go 2 ask admin o ms ooi?
then we went to ask admin. bt then thr was nobody...
so we ask panda, panda said:
i thought u 2 has been approved d!n mr lee told me!

how cum i dunno? so maybe we din ask for it,
so we met mr lee n ask him,
he said that we have been confirmed by KL thr...

so accurate right?
shall i believe? juz one day aft the 15th day of lunar month...
it happened! omg... by da way,
say congrats to myself 1st!
hope that everything will be go smoothly soon...






everything will have an ans,
be patient to wait for it,
everything will have a end,
be patient to walk towards it...

2009年11月9日 星期一

归宿

我已经放下很久了。。。
应该也有两年了吧?
可是我却还不明白,为何当我看到他和他的照片时,
我竟然还有一点心酸的感觉。。。

他们从我离开的那一天起,在一起也应该很久了吧?
当初还以为他们不会再一起很久,
可是原来我是错误的。
他们的确看起来比较登对。
毕竟是受到家人与朋友祝福的一对吧?

如今,他也有了归宿,反观我自己,
又是如何呢?学业一塌糊涂,爱情更别提了。。。
其实我真的已经放下了,
可是,我不懂,为何看见了,
心还是会有那么一点点的难过。。。

我一直想要好好的活下去,获得精彩,
但是我最近好像真的没办法做到的感觉。。。
反而他却活得很好,什么都比我好。。。

曾伊凌啊。。。你什么时候才能像人家那样呢。。。
我也希望自己有个属于自己和我的他的一个相片簿。。。
不过,又要等到什么时候呢?







when will da love fall on me?

2009年11月1日 星期日

Get Drunk?

This weekend, i stay at my sis hs...
totally get out of my world,
jz eat, have funny chat, slp n hang around at gurney...

thats so relax... no need to think so much...
last night, my sis ask me 2 go out wv them to sunset beach at night...
so i prepare a t-shirt n a army shorts n a canvas shoes onli...
aft that, they told me that they r going to upper penang road!

oh damn! without any make up, without any beautiful outlook...
its totally weird to stand at penang road,
at there... i jz keep quiet n hope that i wont meet any frenz there...

n at there, actually under my sis protection,
my sis wont let me to touch any alcoholic drinks...
hmm... n maybe due to my child look face,
a lot of ppl think that i cant drink...
i jz dun like to drink, nt i cant...

bcz of my sis's fren bday,
so he ask me to drink a cup of wine,
so i jz drink it... cz i dun wan 2 make other faceless o down,
i dun like to be the one who spoilt the mood...

aft that, they still keep on asking me to drink,
i knw that wine should nt b mix wv beer,
so i choose to drink wine again...
bt, they still ask me 2 drink beer...
i din get drunk...
i still wonder y ppl like 2 drink?
izit tasty? i dun feel it...
like the feeling of drunk? i dunno what is drunk...

i never get drunk...








sometimes,
i hope that i can get drunk in my part of life....
so that i can escape like these few days...