I miss him...

I have not seen him for 3 days...
Izit a normal case for the others?
Or am I just too over and cheesy to say that I'm missing him?
I don't know why I will become like that...
Just 3 days... maybe I have been 2weeks never spent my free days with him...
But I have meet him up in my working place...
So am I actually normal?

Aikzzz... Knowing that he was actually planning today to see me last night,
I was so happy but when he said that he was headache about it,
my heart break into pieces...
I don't wanna him to be so sick with it...
but, seriously... I wish to see him...
But yet, I don't put a high hope on it...
I just scare that I will get dissapointed more...

I wish to do so many things with him when Off day...
We have two movies waiting for us,
one in cinema (maybe), and one at his home...
I wish to have a bus ride with him to Tropical Spice Garden one day...
I wish to go for a long distance road trip with him...
There are still many things I wish to do with him...
I really miss him...

Beloved

This is baked lime cheese.
It's a artwork from my beloved and my lil sis.
They made it last few days ago...
It's their 1st time to make this type of cheese cake.
Although the lime was not enuf,
but I like it though because it just like new york cheese,
and I like the bottom biscuit part!

In my heart, my lil sis and my beloved are just two people
who have the most same characteristics.
They can treat others so well, even better than treating me!
And I'm actually feel so good, cause this is the relationship of family bonding that I wished for.

And for my beloved,
you are such a great and talented guy in my heart.
He knows so much things that even guy dunknow hw to do too. For example, fixing some mechanic and electric stuff, cooking, baking and lots.

I always admire those girls' boyfriend who know how to bake a cake for the girl they liked.
N now I got it~ although this cake maybe not purposely make for me~
He is a guy I always look for. Maybe he is not perfect for the other,
but I know he will try to be the one for me,
I just try to see all his good things, so that I'm getting happier,
cause I make the right choice and I never regrets...

1st month to be with Him

I'm with my beloved Him for one month.
Yea, it's finally... I knew tht for the others,
it may be just a lil things.
But, for me, a girl who never think to fall in love and
having a relationship before in her life anymore,
it's such a great thing for herself.

In this month,
I knew tht I had make lotsa mistake
and attitude tht make Him angry, fed up, upset
and disappointing too.
Well, I really have to make an apologize to Him,
hope tht it wont be too late.

To be with Him,
seriously I never think before this...
and now, I realized tht I have Him as my another half of my life,
it's such an amazing thing for me.
And a lil weird too...
maybe, just maybe...
I'm still cant believed it...
because I will have someone beside me
to teach me, to lead me, to care me and to love me.
I never thought of being alone with another ppl beside my twin sister.
Maybe Im just used to it.
But, now. I really used to be with Him.

And today, my Him said: I will propose one day,
wait till the day of 20th 13mth 2014.
Well, at first, I admitted tht I'm a bit slow in mind change.
I'm still wondering and believed it,
but just now only I found tht it won't works!!!
because thr aren't 13mths!!!
So, which mean my Him won't propose to me!!!

Gosh... I knew tht it just a joke,
but seriously, I hope to be with you for as long as the relationship can works.
I can't say to be with you forever,
because things may have changes,
future never tells.
But, I really hope to be with you.
And I do really happy when yesterday you said:
wait until 2013.01.04 I will propose to you...
Ok... I'm waiting.
If you really do,
I'll say :
Dear Flame Lee Chis Hooi, I do.

With Love, AngeLineMio C.