Princess And The Frog

last night, i have finish the movie of

"the princess and the frog"

i love this movie so much...

i feel like the princess so near to me...

bcz she came frm a lil family and she have a lovely family...

jz same like me, although we are nt that wealthy, bt what we have is love...

beside, Tiana was a waitress too, she works for her ambition...

yea... thats right~ i was jz same wv her...

work as a waitress and pay for my house debt...

and i was a girl who doesnt believe in fairy tale jz like her...

bt then i think aft this, i think i would choose to trust the true love...

yea, when i watched until the place when Mama Odie showed that

how Tiana's dad is dedicating to his family...

i cried... i felt that the situation juz like my family...

and another character in this cartoon, Ray the firefly!

he is so brave and he falling in love with Evageline...the star...

he sacrisfied for his frenship... and he belived in true love...

i love his charactheristic...

the songs in this movie are nice too...

its all about jazz! i love jazz the most!

New Orlean, i like that place...

i think i would go there for a trip when i grow up...

Princess and the Frog...

love it so much...

and i would like to say:

i still waiting for my Prince Naveen!

恶灵势力2

今天，终于考完了2009年的最后一个科目。。。

然后就在考完试的那一刻，我和A.B.I009还有Pinky一伙人就去打《恶灵势力2》

也就是大家所熟悉的left 4 dead 2...

它绝对不是一个普通的射击游戏。

它是一个绝对有潜能被拍成电影的一个游戏。

它是一个以丧尸为主题的游戏，话说在美国东南方，绿色流感暴发，

导致了所有当地居民受到感染且感染者行为像丧尸。

而故事中的四个幸存者为Coach，Ellis，Nick，和Rochelle。

他们分别是橄榄球教练，热爱汽车机械的汽车修理员，骗子加赌徒和电视台节目助理。

在这个游戏中，它还是存在着它的故事。

死亡中心（Dead Center）

四人赶不上乘搭在天台上疏散幸存者的直升机。

唯有尝试到附近一个用作第二疏散点的购物中心(Liberty Mall)寻找逃生方法。

途中道路被一辆油罐车阻挡，四人和附近一家枪械专卖店的店主Whitaker达成协议：

四人寻找一些可乐并送去给Whitaker，而Whitaker则帮忙将油罐车炸毁以清出道路。

当四人到达购物中心后，才知道该处早已被感染者占据，疏散中心的人员皆已逃离或被感染。

而刚好有一台属于虚构的赛车选手Jimmy Gibbs的跑车正在展出。

四人必须寻找汽油将跑车油箱加满以逃出购物中心并向新奥尔良进发。

黑色嘉年华（Dark Carnival）

在跑车驶至高速公路时发现道路被汽车的残骸堵塞，

四人唯有进入名为Wispering Oaks的游乐园寻找救援。

最后四人利用游乐场内的演唱会的舞台烟火和灯光引起直升机的注意让直升机下来救援。

沼泽疟疾（Swamp Fever）

四人在登上直升机后发现驾驶员被感染，于是Nick将已感染的驾驶员射杀。

结果直升机在附近一个海湾坠毁。四人必须穿过一个沼泽中的小镇，

并逃到附近的农场中，用无线电寻求支持，

他们联络上一艘渔船的船长Virgil，

Virgil于是赶来将四人接走。

大雨（Hard Rain）

由于油料不足，Virgil将四人载到河边小镇密尔城(Milltown)以寻找柴油，

然而岸边的加油站却已经没有任何柴油。

因此四人必须穿过小镇、以及一间布满“女巫”的糖厂，

以寻找另一间加油站。然而在找到后,气候变得非常恶劣；

四人必须在暴雨中重新穿过糖厂和小镇，

使用码头旁餐厅招牌的灯光打信号让Virgil靠岸将众人接走。

教区（The Parish）

渔船到新奥尔良后，Virgil将四人放在一座港口。

表面看来军方仍然在疏散幸存者，

但当四人抵达疏散点才发现军方为了净化被感染者占据的地区，

准备进行大规模的轰炸。四人必须穿过都市以抵达桥梁，

然后横跨桥梁以搭上最后一架疏散的直升机。

怎么样？刺激吧？而我个人则认为这游戏真的还可以有很多学问在里面，

而非普通的一个游戏，如果你有注意所有安全室里墙上的涂鸦，

其实你是可以知道更多故事的！

好吧！各位朋友们，如果有兴趣的话，

当然可以再约我出来！我们再一起加油一起合作闯关吧！

最后，向为了拯救我而从直升机跳下来并在最后关头壮烈牺牲的英雄

Juno Wai 致以万二分谢意！！！让我们来为他默哀一秒钟吧！

哈哈哈～

其他详细故事情节：

CEDA（Civil Emergency and Defense Agency）

依然继续扮演执行管制和疏散的机构。
然而由于对病毒的认知明显错误

（例如：身着生化防护装的感染者的出现，

明显表示CEDA仍然认为病毒是经由空气传染），

疏散点相继沦陷。
而军方迫于压力，以轰炸消灭感染者，

也造成幸存者的威胁。从一些安全室的告示里可以观察到，

在恶灵势力2的世界中，军方已经取代了CEDA成为处理这场灾难的最高机构。

备注：所有有关故事资料皆从wikipedia转贴！

Food of Today

i keep on eating cheese bake rice for my dinners these two days!

omg! i surely will get my weights increasing again!
bt the truth is, chopperboard cheese bake rice is good n cheap!
here the pic bt then i have 2 say that my skill have to improve yet...
the cheese on top is too little today...
so it looks a bit weirdo!

and last night i ate the salad cup~
i fall in love with it! what a wonderful combination!
bt then, today i went there purposely for the salad cup,
bt it was sold out!!!
so i jz have the chicken nugget~ n also the coco drinks~
all the food above r onli at RM25 sumthing~
its too cheap d! haha~
aft that, me n ikumo went to mcd wv juno for our revision~
we really did it, 2molo again for another subject!
hope that we can make it!
ganbatte for us!


n finally i would say that:
i love Cheese Bake Rice and Salad Cup!!!

Finding A New Room

hw many days do i left?
Jan 2010 is coming soon...
but i still cant find any room for me n my sis in PJ...

i felt so upset...
do anyone who live in PJU8/1?
i really need a room at there...
i have no transport over there...
so i have 2 walk 2 my working place which is in perdana condo...

i cant imagine my life over there even though it is just 3 months...
what will it be?izit that as nice as what we were thinking b4?
everyday have 2 walk 2 the working place( if we r lucky)

if we r unlucky, maybe we still have 2 take LRT/bus 2 The Curve,
then walk again 2 the working place...
maybe it will good for my health if i think it frm another way...
pls...god...let me find a room which near 2 my working place...

pls let me knw if u can help me!
my working place:
Perdana Condominium,Jalan PJU8/1,
Damansara Perdana,Petaling Jaya.

SHAME

i really feel shame to be a malaysian chinese...
haiz... since the day when i bcum a waitress...
then i only knew that almost 80% of malaysian chinese are so RUDE!

CASE1:
when ikumo serve the food on the table,
then the customer din say anything,
after that, we usually serve white rice then only with the folk n spoon...
at that moment, the white rice havent came out yet,
then the customer ask me to cum forward and yell at me:
"u din gv me these(folk n spoon),u ask me hw to eat?!!!"
y dun u say to me:
"can u gv me 2 pairs of folks n spoons?"

CASE2:
after few hours,
a 4 members family n a maid came in,
after they ordered,
the kid is about 6-7 years old,
he run 2 the place where near 2 the kitchen n take the folk n spoon for his parents...
then u guess what the parent said?
he said:
"y u so keipo?! is this ur job?! we gt pay! what for we pay to them?!"
yes, he is correct, they gt pay us,
bt then izit this the way u teach the children ?
teach them to becum a ppl who take money to press down other...
why dun he said:
" it is nt ur job my son, bt thanks anyway..."

CASE3:
at the night, i met another family of 5...
the parents also the same,
the otak-otak from my shop was finish,
then i ask them whether they could change it o nt,
then i recommended them the otak beancurd...
then the father seems like very impatient d...
after that, ikumo served the dishes 1st,
the parents ask:
"y the juices so big?
y the loh bak like fried 1st then only cut?
y the prawn with shell wan? y the dishes cum bt then hw abt the rice?"
ok well, can they jz wait for 5 sec?
the rice were jz after ikumo...
after that they keep on complain the prawn is nt fresh,
wan to change a new bowl...
n put the drinks at another table of 4, when another customer came,
they do like din see anything...
wth...and summore the child(6-7 years old)said:
"once i said the food is nt good, then its nt good!"
omg... do u think that u r a king?!
what did their parents teach them?

im nt the one who have racism,
bt the truth is like that...
indian n malay are more polite then the chinese in malaysian...
im a waitress who onli like to serve foreigners,malays and indians,
they really polite, they do...
malaysian chinese...SUCKS...

stand on others feet to have a good attitude...
its nt onli good for others,
but,also good for u too...
malaysian chinese...shame shame...
PS: i really proud that im Eurasian...
who feel uneasy aft read this, sry...

Only I Know

last sunday, was the 1st time
i laugh until so happy in my working place...
i dunno y, maybe i found sum joy in the work?
o maybe its end of the november n i will leave there soon?
now onli i found sumthing interesting n knw hw to live with joy...

all the waiters,bartenders and cook there ask me:
"ling, y u 2day look so happy?"
i dunno hw to ans, maybe i ate wrong medicine...
now onli i knw i have never ever smile in front of them...
perhaps they might think that im an iceberg...
smile was disappearing frm my face...

learn hw to live in suffer,
find sum joy in the suffer,
it make u feel better....

n that day, onli i knw that im really a kind person n nice person...
a customer from arab i think, he said to me:
" u r a nice girl, aren't u?"
i said thx to him... n after he paying the bill,
he said to me again:
"keep the change FOR U"
omg... i never serve a customer like this b4...
i dun dare to keep the change,
bt the cashier in my shop ask me 2 do so...
this is a respect...

n jz nw, onli i knw my ex schmate is lost!
omg... i feel so helpless..
i dunno hw to lend a hand although i knw who is she...
bt i dunno where is she...
maybe juz like juno said:
"maybe she follow her bf runaway gua..."
this make me feel better than she is get kidnap by the stranger...
hope that she is safe now... haiz...

meaning of friends...
Faithful to each other.............
Responsible to each other......
Integrity on each other..........
Everlasting relationship.........
Necessary in daily life.............
Delightful our life.....................
Special person in whole life....
did u know what F.R.I.E.N.D.S stand for now?

shall i believe?

sumtime dunno have to choose in believing it o nt...
it too mysterious!

last few weeks i think,
i accompany my mum 2 the guan yin temple n praying there...
then i went to "kao qim" at there too...
i asked that will i get the promotion to KL for training?
then aft i asking the "gai qim lou",
he said that aft 15th day of lunar month,
then u wil get the result., mostly u wil get what u want...

then yesterday was 15th day of lunar month,
actually i dun care abt that so much,
i jz feel like wanna go 2 klj, n ikumo asked me:
shall we go 2 ask admin o ms ooi?
then we went to ask admin. bt then thr was nobody...
so we ask panda, panda said:
i thought u 2 has been approved d!n mr lee told me!

how cum i dunno? so maybe we din ask for it,
so we met mr lee n ask him,
he said that we have been confirmed by KL thr...

so accurate right?
shall i believe? juz one day aft the 15th day of lunar month...
it happened! omg... by da way,
say congrats to myself 1st!
hope that everything will be go smoothly soon...

everything will have an ans,
be patient to wait for it,
everything will have a end,
be patient to walk towards it...

归宿

我已经放下很久了。。。
应该也有两年了吧？
可是我却还不明白，为何当我看到他和他的照片时，
我竟然还有一点心酸的感觉。。。

他们从我离开的那一天起，在一起也应该很久了吧？
当初还以为他们不会再一起很久，
可是原来我是错误的。
他们的确看起来比较登对。
毕竟是受到家人与朋友祝福的一对吧？

如今，他也有了归宿，反观我自己，
又是如何呢？学业一塌糊涂，爱情更别提了。。。
其实我真的已经放下了，
可是，我不懂，为何看见了，
心还是会有那么一点点的难过。。。

我一直想要好好的活下去，获得精彩，
但是我最近好像真的没办法做到的感觉。。。
反而他却活得很好，什么都比我好。。。

曾伊凌啊。。。你什么时候才能像人家那样呢。。。
我也希望自己有个属于自己和我的他的一个相片簿。。。
不过，又要等到什么时候呢？

when will da love fall on me?

Get Drunk?

This weekend, i stay at my sis hs...
totally get out of my world,
jz eat, have funny chat, slp n hang around at gurney...

thats so relax... no need to think so much...
last night, my sis ask me 2 go out wv them to sunset beach at night...
so i prepare a t-shirt n a army shorts n a canvas shoes onli...
aft that, they told me that they r going to upper penang road!

oh damn! without any make up, without any beautiful outlook...
its totally weird to stand at penang road,
at there... i jz keep quiet n hope that i wont meet any frenz there...

n at there, actually under my sis protection,
my sis wont let me to touch any alcoholic drinks...
hmm... n maybe due to my child look face,
a lot of ppl think that i cant drink...
i jz dun like to drink, nt i cant...

bcz of my sis's fren bday,
so he ask me to drink a cup of wine,
so i jz drink it... cz i dun wan 2 make other faceless o down,
i dun like to be the one who spoilt the mood...

aft that, they still keep on asking me to drink,
i knw that wine should nt b mix wv beer,
so i choose to drink wine again...
bt, they still ask me 2 drink beer...
i din get drunk...
i still wonder y ppl like 2 drink?
izit tasty? i dun feel it...
like the feeling of drunk? i dunno what is drunk...

i never get drunk...

sometimes,
i hope that i can get drunk in my part of life....
so that i can escape like these few days...

Hope

haiz...stop giving me a hope...
aft that, u all grab my hope away again...
until jz nw, i still believe that i have a chance...
bt since last second...i knw im the silly one...
im the one who still keep on runaway frm the truth...

i always asking u nt to be negative, i always encouraging u...
bt nw, i dunno hw 2 face u... who should i blame on?
no one... other did nt promise u at all...
they keep on saying: see 1st...
so, i have no right to blame on ppl...

yes, u r right...jz reject if dunwan...
y muz giving other a hope then grab it again?
i knw ltr if u knw the truth, u will get mad o cry maybe...
so sry... i should nt bring u together wv me to step on this journey...

if that day i did nt mention abt this,
maybe, we would nt unhappy today...
really sry...haiz...never trust on other start frm nw...
n never depend on other start frm nw...

n i found that actually, in my home...
i have no right to be sad...haha...
mom, pls stand on others' foot...
nt everyone have the same feeling o problem...
i might have my own problem too...
jz dad is unhappy n facing problem?
me too... bt why? i cant be moody?
i jz dunwan 2 smile, is that a problem?
it so ridiculous huh?

as higher the hope is,
the deeper the disappointing is...

Real Man?

Can u believe ur eyes?
above r the picx for a model frm Thailand!
He is so handsome n cool, right?
and the fact is HE is a GIRL!

let shows some picxx...
i really cant imagine that...
he look like a real man!


jz sharing here... nothing i wanna to say o comment~
hahaha...bt i really admire on him...
he is so success...

what u have see ,it doesnt mean it...
what u have feel, it doesnt mean it...
what u have done,it doesnt mean it...
all can juz be proved by the time...

the Last Titanic

this morning,
i dunno y i have a sixsense,
i feel that my lecturer will let us watch Titanic,
the movie like Titanic i jz dare to watch once,
2day was my 2nd time...
haiz... maybe i was still young when the 1st time i watched it...
i dun und what actually happened n what it mean...
bt the memories still clear in my mind...

aft watching, i cried again...
i really dun like this kind of movie...
this is bcz of me will always put my foot on theirs...C when i saw this i thinked:
the tragedy was happening jz one day b4 my bday!
its really happened! the history!
n i promised t0do i still have the braveness to stay alive?
if my dad was left on the ship, hw could i carry on?
there are a lot of IF appear in my mind...

i believe that beside love,
there r still other msg that they want to convey...
its humanity i think...
actually what will a man do when he face the panic moment...
the great captain, Mr Andrew who felt guilty on his ship,
the musicians who still ply music together when the ship sunk...
at that moment, all the humanity came out...

it still a tragedy,Jack still cant go together wv his beloved...
maybe that is da fate?
If Jack did nt won the ticket, did nt go up to the ship, did nt meet wv Rose,
what would happen?
But at las, Jack did nt feel regret 2 meet up wv Rose,
he still protect his beloved until the last second...

The day when ship sunk, was perhaps on 14th of Apr o 15th of Apr,
n 16th of Apr is my bday, when i saw this i thinked:
the tragedy was happening jz one day b4 my bday!
its really happened! the history!
n i promised to myself n swear:
i wont watch Titanic for the 3rd time in the rest of my life....

PS: this blog was written in chinese actually,
bt it cant shown... so have to translet into eng...damn tired...

You jump, I jump...
im thankful...really thankful...
for winning the ship ticket to make me here n meet u up...
promise me, never let go... never give up...
Quoted frm Jack, Titanic

anti-想太多

今天突然收到了一个消息，
很有可能我和妹妹都没办法去KL实习了。。。
A.B.I009就只好呆在韩江过日子吧。。。
唉。。。我也不知道该用什么样的心情来面对？
该伤心好呢？还是怎样？
哭，难过也于事无补。。。

我必须要坚强一些，
我相信我自己是一个很幸运的人，
我把这个问题就只好丢给了上天，
上天要我去，我就去，
不要我去，我就留在槟城好了。。。

最近，是我想太多了还是怎样？
凡事想太多真的不太好，这只会让自己更难过。。。
为何什么事情都要怀疑，想那么多？
就比如一个电话，我就可以伤心一天。。。
哇，这是什么想法啊？
我真的不知道了。。。

我以前不是这样的，
最近真的人变得很负面。。。
我不喜欢这样的自己。。。
明明内心很难受，却还装得很开心，还能逗朋友笑，
明明很难过，还能去担心朋友的问题。。。
曾伊凌，你可以不要再想那么多了吗？
别人的问题就让他们自己去解决，
不需要那么好人，去理会他人的。。。

我究竟要变成怎样的一个人呢？
我自己都不了解自己了。。。

想太多就会开始怀疑，
怀疑就会开始伤心，
不是伤自己的心，还伤了别人的心。。。
停止怀疑，停止想太多。。。

Shut Up...

Last time i keep on encouraging my friends to move on,
but nw, i gv it up 1st...i dun really like the lifestyle nw...
i dun like sum ppl's irresponsible, i dun like...
bt what to do? they r nt me, i cant do anything to them...
i cant change them... so what to do?
make myself better so they have the chance to lazy again?
i dunno...well...dun misund, k?
"they" are sumone who nt be invited in this blog,
nt mean u all... so dun think too much...k?

well, after the whole day, i think i should make myself clear,
n take all the responsibility back...
i had nt been in klj for 2 days,
maybe there r a lots of things happened,
n still waiting me 2 solve,
o maybe i have make others unhappy,
by right... i appologize for it...
bt for those who jz knw hw to blame the others,
pls think back,
did u help us n give us a solution?
NO, u jz knw hw 2 blame n blame...
NON STOP blaming...
there is no point,k?
pls, pls dun hurt the teammate anymore...
we have well done all the stuff n try our best to settle it d...
im nt here to praise myself n ikumo hw great r we...
bt jz want to shout it out:
PLS! STOP BLAME ON US!
IF U CAN, DO UR OWN JOB!
STOP GIVING ME　EXCUSES!
GASTRIC! GO N CONSULT DOCTOR THEN!

if u may solve the problem, u may absent the class,
if u may help in the team, u have the right to blame,
if u may dedicate n contribute to the team, u can shout at me,
otherwise, SHUT UP ur mouth!

thx 4 reading...

for autumn, u help a lot in the group,
everyone have their own dedication...
be tough n confidence, u r nt a rubbish...

for sumone,think twice before u blame on others,
dun think that u r so great,
maybe, at others eyes, u r jz a jerk...
these sentences as well as dedicated to myself.

朋友的真相

朋友，到底是拿来干嘛的？我真的看不透，也猜不透了。。。
你们要在我面前继续带假面具做人，
说着我以后也许可以戳破的谎言，
那你们请继续吧。。。

纸是包不住火的，难道你们没有读过？
大家的朋友都互相认识对方，又何必这样偷偷摸摸，鬼鬼祟祟呢？
随便吧，我真的懒得理了。。。
对于你们，我只好当看戏那样看吧。。。

说真的，我这个人就是这样，
你不喜欢，不想，不要就说声，
真的不需要利用其他朋友，
来隐瞒你的内心。。。
也许你掩饰的很好，不过你却忘了人的嘴巴，
别人是会说的。。。真想知道了，
只会让你的形象全毁。。。

有些事，确实是不关我们的事，
但是你们却要利用我们，
把本来不属于我们的事，
也卷入了我们。。。
好知为之吧朋友。。。

life is like suck now...
when can i survive it like what i wish for?
everything is going to be weird...
i really dun und whats the meaning of it...
FRIENDS... LIFE...

我们的未来不是梦

假期了，整个假期都不知道自己在浑浑噩噩的过着什么样的日子？
人真的很矛盾，当在忙的时候，会一直在埋怨，
在懒散的过日子的时候，又害怕自己浪费光阴，
而我，就是这个矛盾的人。。。
究竟我以后的生活是怎样的呢？
忙碌？浑浑噩噩？忙里偷闲？写意？

有时候妈妈问我，
凌，等你读完韩江了，你能做些什么啊？
以前的我，肯定答道：去KL当DJ啊！
现在的我，又是很敷衍的回答过去：
什么都可以啊，电台DJ，广告公司，编剧导演，幕后工作人员。。。
也许就是出路太广了，导致我不清楚我能干些什么？
感觉自己好像什么都会，但又不全部会，半桶水。。。

最近，发现我最爱的并不是坐在电台里说话，
而是站在野外/荒废的停车场/厕所里
什么地方都好，当演员。。。
但是这要从何下手呢？
所以我不敢想，我没那资格，
还是好好的把握当下吧，
以后的问题就让以后再烦恼吧。。。
因为朋友告诉我一句话：
冬天离现在还远，而你已经开始担心冬天时候的痛苦，
那你的冬天不就变得更长了吗？

还记得以前中学，自己是最早做好决定毕业后要干什么的。。。
现在看来自己可能会成为一个毕业后就开始恍然过日子的人。。。
去台湾，我没钱，
读书嘛？肯定得去kl，但是可能还得重读。。。
做工嘛？做哪行好？
还是以后再决定吧。。。

所以，有时候，不是说我不要未雨绸缪。。。
而只是我不想杞人忧天，让自己太辛苦。。。

至一位和我也有类似烦恼的朋友和妹妹：
不要担心，你们不会是最后一个的，
所以，好好珍惜当下的每一刻，
没有什么是解决不了的，
最多继续一起去KL读书吧。。。
如果还真的做不了决定，
三人中，还有我会帮你们垫底，
加油吧！！！

Magic In The Moonlight

2day, i attended a party

its actually a gathering for mooncake festival...
at 1st, i dun like this event at all
i dun even have any expectation on it...
even i wan 2 leave the party be4 it start...
bt due to my sis, she nearly wanna get mad when knw that
me, Juno n Yann wanna leave the party,
bcz she thought that it was nt a respect action to the organizer...
so i try to ask my fren to stay with us in the event...

at last, we so happy n unbelievable that
we managed to get a champion!
Group 11, this is the 1st time i joined event that nt organized by myself...
n i get the champion! woohoo~
its a great memory with all of u dears...

i think that we can get the champion bcz of
the dedication made by Juno N Marcus, The MJ...
What dedication is that ? i think i better leave it 2 themselves.
They r so great n sporting! n also the games that we played together!
Cool man! At last, i heard that my frenz n members said:

"at least i did nt regret to stay here until the end of the event!"

Lets Look At The Picxxx~ ^^

During Making The Lantern

Say Cheese!

Sharing( Grabbing) The Hamper!

We R The Champion!

Different DECISIONS made different ENDING...

what u choose TODAY it bring to ur TOMORROW...
our life are full of DECISIONS...
what we have to do, is juz toTHINK n choose...
there is ntg bad if u choose wrong,
there still another CHANCE for u to choose again...

无助

早上，我以为我可以再开始冲刺，
怎么知道，队友们一个个好像抛下了我。。。
我感到很无助。有谁能来救救我？

一个胃痛，妹妹就从昨晚头痛到现在，
阿兰睡迟了，熊猫和Juno呢？
我很无助，今天自己一个人驾着车来到学院，
路途中，才发现一个个信息我，打电话给我，
这感觉很不好，
我想找人发泄，我想找人诉苦，
想找个电话联络大家，也很难。
突然发现好像全世界的人，都是陌生人，
我都不认识他们。

在我最需要你们的时候，
你们在哪里？
我很彷徨，不知道要做些什么？
有谁能来告诉我？

周末的启示

在写这篇文章的时候，我就在想，
我如果出事了，
真的有朋友在担心吗？
有人会来安慰我吗？
有人会在其他人面前提起我吗？
有人会闷了想我吗？会想约我吗？

朋友的话，我只确定应该有那么一个，
那人陪我的时间虽然不长，
不过却总在我需要对象诉苦的时候出现，
她是唯一一个听我诉苦的朋友，
而大多数都是我在听朋友诉苦。。。
至于家人，是不用多说的啦。。。
妹妹，姐姐，妈妈爸爸肯定是会安慰我，担心我的。。。甚至于我婆婆。。。

不过说真的，朋友的话呢？
我贪心，一个还不够，哈哈。。。
不过至少还有她那么一个朋友吧～？
算了吧。。。好像想太多了。。。不重要。。。
因为越在乎的那一方终是输家。。。
我是个好胜的人。。。

今天还是一个普通的上班天。。。
不过今天在餐厅里却看到了一个让我有点启发性的画面。。。
那就是两桌完全不认识的家庭，
就因为坐在隔壁，而其中一桌的小孩手上拿着一部PSP，
而另一桌的小孩就不停的看着。。。
刚开始我不以为意，
等我忙完，我发现那又PSP的小孩，
竟然借给了另一桌的小孩，
还坐在一起研究起来了。。。

这画面也许不出奇，
可是却让我看出了小孩子的天真。。。
分享是很重要的，信赖也很重要。。。
而这种分享和信赖，我想只有小孩子能做到吧。。。

试问，有谁能把自己的电话借给陌生人用呢？
有谁能和陌生人分享自己在打机时的快乐？
也许是人大了，就已经无法再轻易地相信周遭的人吧？

昨天晚上，我打完工回家，进电梯前，我为一对刚收档的陌生人开门，
最后，在他们出电梯前，和我微笑，再说谢谢，晚安！
真的，那时候感觉突然很好。。。
只要一个微笑和谢谢，就已经满足了一个人劳累的心～
是时候想想了，
不要老是板着脸，偶尔的微笑，能为他人带来好处的。。。

今天第一天正式启用blogspot,
应该还有很多很多的空间需要改进的吧？
等我慢慢的搜索吧！哈哈。。。
晚安咯。。。